Hearts

I fill this void in my mind with deadlines and tasks instead of fondly reminiscing about our memories.
I fill this void in my heart with numbness and a chill so cold so that I don't have to remember your painful burn.
I can't control where your heart wanders when it feels like my love is not enough.
I can't control the visions of perfection that you yearn for when I stand before you.
I can’t control the increments of your value system if you find my self-worth too absurd.
As you pack and drift off into the night, know that these tears will wash away our hands clean of all the sins we've committed in this relationship.
I simply can't force you to love me.
Whether we love or close our hearts to love, at the end of the day it’s a choice that we make. 
We need to let our hearts guide us. We have to listen closely because our hearts whisper, we just have to be courageous to listen.
I can't force you to stay but this is the best that I can give, I don’t know any other way.