In my life I’ve taken some risks here and there but it’s safe to say that I’ve stayed away from situations where I could potentially get hurt. There have been some situations I still wonder about but it is too late to go back. Things happen for a reason, that’s true but I always wonder what could have happened if I built up the courage to pursue it.
When it comes to love, I’ve always been scared. Maybe my past experiences has something to do with it but past experiences should never prohibit me (or so I say) but I feel like I’ve learned my lessons and should remain very cautious. Some people think that I have walls around my heart, little do they know I have mountains made out of boulders. I rarely find people’s words genuine and I have trouble trusting people in this crazy world of ours. But there is this one person that has made me throw out everything that I have ever known out the door, just to take a risk. A leap of faith.
To that someone:
I know that we may not be on the same page when it comes to love but know this…I could care less if you feel like you have nothing to offer me because in the end, I just want you. Nothing satisfies my soul as much as your company. Let’s reconnect on your own time. I’m not in a rush but I just don’t want an opportunity to pass me by. I just want you to know how I feel before it’s too late. I know that time may be our enemy at the moment but together we can slow it down a bit. You give me butterflies that come alive only when you are around. I’m nervous to look you in the eyes because I feel transparent with that stare of yours and when you touch me, I try hard not to push away because as much as I love it, I’m afraid you’ll feel the pace of my heartbeat. I don’t know how you feel but I’m tired of playing it safe. I’ve never done this before but even if I’m left with nothing at all, I’m willing to take this risk just for you.
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